My Only Idol

Lyrics:

felt the urge to call 
when i saw your blog the other day
something held me back
and put my actions away
i don't know if it's right or wrong
to leave you as you are 
but i know one thing for sure
i have left a scar
without a proper cure

something tells me
i should have let it go
i should have let it go
and set you free out to your world 
although without you is the otherwise
loving you it seems to be 
the hardest way
the biggest sacrifice

Rough Translation:
突然有想打给你的冲动
当我读了你的网志
却有什麼拉住我
让我把我的动作都收走了
我不知道是对还是错
让你继续这样子
我唯一确定的是
我在你身上留下一个
没有解药的伤口

Something tells me
我应该放他走
我应该放你走
让你在这世界上更自由
[听不大懂这一句]
爱你好像
是最艰难的事
是最大的牺牲